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  • ready to give up from the pain.

    this hell of paralysis made a billion x's worse because the pain in my stomach, limbs, ass, and shoulder [winging] totally stops me dead all day.
    fuck this bullshit, 4 ys of undiagnosible pain has worn me down and transformed me into a withered pathetic useless piece of shit.
    no relief from sitting positioning, bed, standing, meds [incl fentanyl] ------
    just maybe in the next world i guess.
    i've posted before on same, it's hard to believe i'm still here.

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    Tim,

    Hang on, friend...

    and check your PM's...

    Take care!

    Teena

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    • #3
      Tim
      So sorry for your continuing pain. I have posted before in regards to meds etc. Just keep hanging in there. I have no answer to your pain problem...just know I feel for you.
      T12-L2; Burst fracture L1: Incomplete walking with AFO's and cane since 1989

      My goal in life is to be as good of a person my dog already thinks I am. ~Author Unknown

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      • #4
        Tim,
        Hang in there buddy, I feel your pain as we speak.

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        • #5
          i feel ya tim. i was just tellin my fiance this morning that i wish it would just stop, if even for an hour or so.

          it looks like there would be some stretch or position i could get in that would give me some type of relief but theres nothing that helps.

          just hang in there tim, you're not the only one believe me. theres times in the day i think to myself that i wish it all would just end so i could either walk through them gates upstairs or go down there an get a pineapple shoved up my ass every hour like hitler on "little nicky", lol.

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          • #6
            Hmm, just like me, he has sci and friggin pain to boot.

            I logged on only to catch my own thread which i wrote in while in the throes of pain earlier today.
            can someone be that out-of-sorts in chronic pain.
            and i'm only posting now to get my mind off the same pain. sucks .
            i guess i was just commisurating with this guy, tim c.
            does anyone ever find relief?

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            • #7
              I'm sorry, Tim. I can't say I know what it's like because I don't. But hopefully medicine is coming to your aid and all of ours soon.

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              • #8
                I've had the same shit for 29+ years mostly

                spasms. Baclofen doesn't do squat. I don't smoke or drink. As I get older it intensify's. I just deal with it. It's part of my journey in life and I'll never take the easy way out. Being incomplete I have a lot of neuro sensations that have came back. It's not a picnic.

                Just do the best you can and keep roll'in.......
                Lynarrd Skynyrd Lives

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                • #9
                  Tim-
                  I can't say that I understand 100% because the pain that I have is nowhere near the level that you, Alan, Derek & some others here have. However please understand that I do care and I hope that you find some relief somehow soon. One of my good buds from rehab finally did give up about a month and a half ago...I don't blame him, he was in such personal hell from the pain, but I miss him greatly. You would be missed dearly by your family and friends as well. I just wish that there was a magic answer to make your suffering stop. Keep coming here to talk to us, and keep working with your dr's and hopefully maybe something will eventually work....
                  'Chelle
                  L-1 inc 11/24/03

                  "My Give-a-Damn's Busted"......

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                  • #10
                    bwing; did your friend just lose it from the pain like me?

                    wouldn't mind being discouraged, i'd wanted to be there for my kids too.
                    solice in hell, but deranged from unrelenting stinging.

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                    • #11
                      Originally posted by Tim C.
                      wouldn't mind being discouraged, i'd wanted to be there for my kids too.
                      solice in hell, but deranged from unrelenting stinging.
                      I don't know for sure Tim....The primary part of his note said "My pain is finally free"...he wrote a few poems and a couple other notes too...but that's what he wrote in big letters on the top page...

                      He'd had SOOOOOO many issues and complications, dozens of hospitalizations in 3yrs...but in the last 3-4 months things seemed to be improving for him. Up until 3 months prior, he'd been on IV Dilauded every 4hrs...Something sent him over the edge and from his note we can only guess that it was the pain....
                      'Chelle
                      L-1 inc 11/24/03

                      "My Give-a-Damn's Busted"......

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                      • #12
                        shit, too many similarities.

                        they say those who talk about it, dont go thru with it.
                        thank god for this outlet .

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                        • #13
                          just say yes

                          f.. it i want out so often too.

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                          • #14
                            Tim,

                            Have you exhausted all kinds of medicines to try to relieve your pain? It seems like a lot of people say different things work for them even if only a little.

                            I'm hoping you find something online whether it be natural or Rx.

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                            • #15
                              If it wasn't for my mother, lack of nerve, and lack of having deduced a method yet, I would go the self-euthanasia route. I'm beyond sick of ever worsening torture. Can't exercise, can't do ADLs, even typing now makes my scapulas pop and skin rip, can't sleep, can't go out, no social life, etc. - I wouldn't be giving anything up except intolerable pain. Best thing that could happen to me would be to doze off one night and not wake up.
                              Alan

                              Proofread carefully to see if you any words out.

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