i just want to scream

[bollefen]

i want soebody to take a chainsaw and cut everthing below my nipples off.

I can't continue this way why don't i end this

[lonecoaster]

It would be messy Bill, hang in there.

[allenstevens]

A gun would be quicker & less messy

[cara_m]

I'm really sorry you're hurting so much Bill. I wish my small struggles in life, minor to yours, would take away some of your pain. If some how in this cosmic world my "life inconveniences" could lessen your pain I would gladly accept it. Not sure life works that way. Please continue to vent here. There are so many that understand

[jody]

it would be better if you could just get someone to suck on them nips a little. a distraction can do wonders. chainsaws arn't very good for anti pain. or you can pinch em. pinchem like you mean it dammit! .......Just kidding. it almost worked though for a second huh?

[jody]

oh shoot, now someones going to yell at me for not behaving like a moderator.
sorrrreeeee

[bollefen]

love you to bits, I have actually tried burning myself and cutting myself testing if it is worse than the CP, it is not.

Wish for one more round of fun before i die but not looking good for the home team so the thoughts were appreciated :-)

And I'm so much better right now really ...would opt for the chainsaw at the navel

fuck my life

ket

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[alan]

My desire is a guillotine. Bill, you build it for me, and you can use it after me. Deal?

I'm not a screamer, or a crier. I wish I was. But, big boys don't cry is how I was raised.