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    Originally posted by alan View Post
    I tried that for a long time in the beginning.

    Bill used to do it too alan - I don't know what broke my heart more that he did it at all - or that he stopped doing it !

    Obie
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      Originally posted by Obieone View Post
      Bill used to do it too alan - I don't know what broke my heart more that he did it at all - or that he stopped doing it !

      Obie

      I think the stopping doing it hurts those around us more than we know. Realizing....it is what it is and that I know it bothers others more than it does us.

      I know the last year. I have realized this IS all there is. If people can't accept that...I don't know what else to do. I don't have anything else to give and I am tired of trying to be something else other than in chronic pain, aging with injury, and injured. I either medicate and function somewhat or don't medicate and don't function or die. But I will never be what I was last year.

      Lots of people can't handle that, even other disabled people who think they understand pain. They understand their own pain and sometimes its not the same.

      Right now I am going to take some pictures of some bear tracks and markings in a tree. That is something I can still do and it is my happiness for now. He was visiting us a couple of nights ago.
      T12-L2; Burst fracture L1: Incomplete walking with AFO's and cane since 1989

      My goal in life is to be as good of a person my dog already thinks I am. ~Author Unknown

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