Our Angels
Last Monday Nick and his gf had to go to the ER. She had been pregnant for five months. Their baby was lost. Again we have this awful pain in our hearts to deal with. Although we never got to know our angel, we are still hurting and missing it.
I never knew or thought that an expected child could hurt so much. As much as tho it had been borne. It brought back the pain of our loss of Yasmine. All the bad things I have been dealing with lately have taken a back seat now. This is a hard experience to go through.
On that particular night I wrote a poem after he went to sleep. I just had to put my feelings/emotions down in paper to see if it would help me some. The result .. The Angel I Never Held.
It still was not enough for me though. Last night I also wrote another one. The name .. Two Angels.
Please keep them in your thoughts as they go through this hard time.
Raven
Edited to note that "Two Angels" may not scroll unless you drag the scroll bar down. You can also place the mouse pointing at the text areas and it will scroll all right. I think it may be related to the transparent scrollbar somehow.
I never knew or thought that an expected child could hurt so much. As much as tho it had been borne. It brought back the pain of our loss of Yasmine. All the bad things I have been dealing with lately have taken a back seat now. This is a hard experience to go through.
On that particular night I wrote a poem after he went to sleep. I just had to put my feelings/emotions down in paper to see if it would help me some. The result .. The Angel I Never Held.
It still was not enough for me though. Last night I also wrote another one. The name .. Two Angels.
Please keep them in your thoughts as they go through this hard time.
Raven
Edited to note that "Two Angels" may not scroll unless you drag the scroll bar down. You can also place the mouse pointing at the text areas and it will scroll all right. I think it may be related to the transparent scrollbar somehow.
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